Alone at Night

I fight in a pool sweat just like Jacob and his angel

Except this experience ain't gainful, more like plain painful

I'm just grateful there's a roof and food on the table

At this point there's a hole in my heart like a bagel

Dad's trying to bring me down, just so he can take the crown

If Someone doesn't listen to him he'll make them drown

Mom's stressed from two dads, putting more crap on her laps

Perhaps I could fix things if I gave them both a few slaps

Everyday she screams, I find these depressing scenes

All because the immaturity of their selfish schemes

My father hates me, this it what it seems to be

Didn't even call me when January 2 was my thirteen

He just worried on green, think he can getaway clean

But what he doesn't know is that I'm sharp as a marine

So what I do is pray, no more days where the clouds are grey

And that both of these boys, not men, will eventually pay

 

I toss and turn at night in a pool of sweat

I just want happiness in my life, I'm upset

Lord please shed a light, I can follow at night

There's a fight with Satan when I'm alone at night (2x)