Down's & Up's, Up's & Down's

It's like God chose it to be this way for me

It's just a slow stream of bad events for me

It's got it's ups and downs, different thrones and crowns

smiles and frowns but it all comes into one

 

I still keep trying to forget about it

I can't deny, the past really was a hit

She was middle aged, you left and she felt enraged

A burning pit of sadness, you were the one that set it aflame

 

She actually spent sixteen years with you

She devoted a third of her life to you

But you took that and threw it in the trash

Took her love, a hammer and went "smash"

 

You left her, for some fucking commie bitch

Rich snitch, thank god she found out soon enough

The quicker that she found out, the less pain there grew

But you're greedy like a fucking jew,

 

Now tell me why the fuck did you do this

If you didn't love her, should i love you as a father or break the tether between us.

I don't have anymore lust in this and I cannot stand more of this

Wish the pain would stop leaking out, on the people I care about

I used to have respect for you, now you tossed it away

I didn't neglect you at all, but you lead me astray

I didn't want it to be this way, but you made it this way

Things can still be turned around, but you don't want to turn around

 

She gave you a second chance, but you denied it

She gave you even more time, but you denied it

She gave you her love, but you still denied it

A chance to be with your family, but you denied it

 

She gave you a second chance, but you denied it

She gave you even more time, but you denied it

She gave you her love, but you still denied it

A chance to be with your family, but you denied it

 

The bad feelings are slowly fading away

Don't worry mom, tomorrow is a new day

It will all be alright, just don't worry

Nothing for you to be sorry about

 

Don't worry about me, worry about yourself now

Take care of yourself now, I'll take care of myself now

You've still gotten friends to take care of you now, you know

The same for me, don't worry about me now