Rat Race

 

Once witnessed the apology of my anatomy,

Died three times because the planet wasn't wanting me or having me

my whole lifes been fucked up

and my brain is every therapist fucken tragedy, I write books

and i laugh when i start talking manically

Speaking so fast you'd think i was muttering hispanic things

Even though i only speak english

and a little bit of pig latin rambling like Led Zeppelin

I ended up in the wrong era, the wrong time..

I feel like i should have let myself die..

Time travel sucks

Life often is not the life I wanted it to be..

Nor do i believe that this one will even end

romantically or happily

Death is waiting patiently for his favorite student

I intrude peoples mental like a viral infestation

and i talk to the known universe and the Galaxy

A psychic that was destined for the future

but got stuck in the slaughter how on accident

because I was trying to save a dying child, that ended up

pulling me in... Now i'm a fucking human body

yeah thats right.. I am the body of a child that got possessed

But its Nine Tenths of the law..

I laughed at very twisted things

I'm a sick individual that doesn't belong among this world

of sheep and cattle like human beings

that are my source of food.. I am your Vampire..

Walking down the meat aisle, But all of you have infected blood

and tainted meat.. So now i resort to using drugs and feeding off your

energies

Telekinetic perfection and regression i watch people die

While i dine on your entire families

While you eat Little smokeys at the Super bowl..

you don't see the real me.. A Nephalim with a mark on my forehead

I am the platinum Angel.. I am the rarity so don't get near to me

because the Ghoul that follows me around

is the Jaundice monsterous thing with in my own mind

Talking to me while i hear all these different noises,

Because i have died and surrendered my humanity for the

powers the universe bestowed upon me..

The purge is very real... And Vampires are alot more

then the ones you've seen on the screen of

your Hollywood movies.. Immortality is the thing that keeps me waking up

But a bullet through my brain made me lose my powers

and my memories

don't tread on me.. Because Soon i will awaken my

Ability to move things mentally, I've already remembered how to compell

A mere mortal into doing anything that i desire.. This world is nothing more

then a congregation of slaves for me, I solved the Bible while you people

Shed blood and think these pages were written in totality or

that it meant things literally..

Even though the events in this book havent taken place yet..

and i would much enjoy the blade across the Americans Arogant neck

because you are all gonna get me killed

By being foolish and inbred idiots

that keep fucking sleppin on me

While i wear your motherfuckin organs on my jordans and wear

your bleeding beating hearts donned upon my sleeves because

I am violent and morbid

your words are nothing more then a retarded rhetoric

So don't step up because if i ever even entered the ring

You might as well forfiet

Because i run this whole motherfuckin thing that you dream.

I am the mob scene that is so grossly imposed and obscene

Blood on your sheets

Fearful of the things that we forget while we sleep

Or why the night time left us frightened

I crawl in through your mirrors

and your appaled while i reap

and you let yourself become poisoned

By the toxic cancer called vanity and greed

I'll Consume your whole past and travel through time

just to eat alive your whole family tree that tasted

like venison steak because they called me the freak

while i run from the witches the created the circle of three

Seven sisters at my shoulder, allies of the night.

The moon is the only entity that ever seemed to give a

damn about me, I find solace in sorrow

fitful in a rage should i flee because i am what i believe

But you were all raised to be shallow and hate, anything beyond

mortal perception

and Drugs are only abused because they say thats

what happens instead of educating the masses on how to use

magic

Now we got shamans and healers out on the streets

But hey ignore it im just the freak, Freakishly stuck with the shrieks

of hollow lies that scream of your gluttonous lives

I am the heretic that walks alone in the night. I whistle and sing in the darkness

and people run because they are jealous of me..

But they aren't willing to put in the time or effort to perfect their own craft

Grafted on being lazy

And then they think that Im an asshole because i practice

my abilities while they sit on their asses and they are far too

lazy to even think they can handle the repetition of practice

because to master a craft you need to make your ass

Just repeat and repeat. Take a break do it again

Til you get it fucking right

do it again and again

If your tired then sleep

Wake up and then repeat all the steps over and over

You can't handle the heat..

Thats why i can play guitar and make money for free

Because people enjoy my true talents that took time and alot of effort

to learn and perfect

I was willing to take out the time to learn my release

and now look at the things i achieve while you bitch about life

and claim that you wish you were me.. You wouldn't last a fucking day

Because most people aint got what it takes to be My woman or me.

 

You can't even handle a pot card

Who the fuck honestly gets addicted to weed?

And you think you can take on opiates and amphetamines

and walk away feeling fine... Keeping an organized order and a grip

On your life

Well, I educated myself before using these substances

and you would just end up smoking it.. But the storm clouds

devour

People are idiots and hate that i talk.. So

I'll keep talking intellectually while you remain Dumb

and I'll keep myself Numb..

You think sex is the same thing as love..

Yet impregnant women far too young.. and then run away

to find another woman who isn't bitter

from a man who destroyed her whole fucking life

and became a dead beat

Pucker up, Because If you make a fat statement

of making a child and actually talk her into keeping the child

You should be murdered if you run

From your duties to create a brand new soul..

Now it's gonna be just like the dead beat that left.. The kids gonna be a

fuck up that has a brain completely fucked up

because Teenagers think having babies when they're babies is ok

and give children to a program

that gave you Facebook and Cnn

and think their vote matters

When you are actually all owned by the Government

Because you wanted comfort in place of a true sense

of freedom now the junction of justice

is a wound vorpally left behind

from one generation to the next

stunned because of breaking the laws

Ending up in the cuffs..

But cops are the guys with power and guns..

you shouldn't talk shit to them.. and

Who the fuck thought running from the man with the bullets

was some good fucking idea, then bitch about how your friend got

shot, The consumption of ghetto mindsets is

forcefully fun

I laugh so hard that i choke on the fact

that the whites are minorites and still blamed

for everyones motherfucking problems

under the brightness of the shining sun...

Irish whites were the first slaves from the pages of history

So now adays i don't trust anyone who thinks that their thoughts

matter in politics, When all they do is advertise how they hate Donald

Trump

Unaware they are utilizing facebook and their anger

To give the fucker a free motherfucking promotion

and all the politicians think your a sucker and a chump

Dead men are voting, and for most people my age

The party never ended.. Can anybody even tell me

What it truly means to grow the fuck up?