All In My Head

My head...

Was it real or was it all in my head?

 

I wake up in a dark room

Still trippin from the drugs i consumed

Go into the family room put on some cartoons & laugh about it

I feel like I'm now doomed

Last night my volcano erupted & my wrists continuously bled

I couldn't believe what i had read on the piece of paper

Covered in red blood i was heart struck i just wanted to end it...

Fuck...

Desperately crying out for help

Walking through this nightmare what am i doing here?

I swear i don't know where i went wrong but instead of suicide i chilled to write this song

Don't get me wrong life is a total bitch

But i remembered dying but was it true or not?

Could it all have been in my head?

Man, i guess well find out in my bed

 

Tell the world I'm coming home

Tell them that my shoulders are filled with rock and stone

I feel like i broke every bone i can carry

On road to my recovery there's nothing there to stop me or be above of me

Frankly I've been terrified to open my own eyes

Tell the school that I'm legally blind

In this distorted brain of mine i search for another path i can find

Take a trip on my life rewind this bitch make it a scary movie

Give it a violent twist

One day I'll disappear and never return maybe Stephen King can call me The Mist

I'm an addict but i refuse help because this addiction i have removes hell

Tell the demons to leave me alone

Maybe i am dreaming but I'm still in my zone

My body has been disposed and my future is unknown

I've outgrown my childish ways