Make me whole again

Rise and shine in the afternoon..

Woke up.

 

Tryna live a grown man's life..

No luck.

 

Only thing that is on my mind..

Freedom.

 

Now I'm looking for a new start.

Carpe Diem.

 

Yesterday is forever gone..

New day.

 

Make it count like a free throw..

I pray.

 

Only oblectation is success..

Focus.

 

The uloid of my past stress never

Show it.

 

Hating life cuz I hunger more.

I need blessing.

 

Oh dear LORD here my cry out

and hear this message.

 

Day and night my soul I pray

Protection.

 

And all my loved ones as well covered with affection.

 

2011's far gone but I feel wrong I haven't been able to make myself strong.

 

It was all along that I fear failure because I never departed off to college for a career that would qualify me money wise these songs do not pay the bills, Christina does, I just wanna feel like I'm doing my part so well that my husband role is real.

 

She's earned the right to chill.

Mend her wounds and hill.

Stepping up for real.

Applying daily for another job just to give us meals and pay the bills.

 

O know she feels overwhelmed.

 

I would too I just want to be the one that helmed. Steering us to shore

With my livelihood in tact surrounded by us blacks never hating on the next nigga with a good impact.

 

Niggas Stop hating on each other.

 

And mean mugging.

 

And street thuggin.

 

And smoking just to blend it.

 

Because no loving.

 

And parents hug em.

 

Embrace their failures and their good deeds. We need more love inside the homes for more unity.

 

I thank GOD that I have them both to count on.

 

I need to get closer family mount on.

 

And climb that mountain..

 

Everlasting FATHER quench my thirst of knowledge with your fountain , make me whole again

So I'll stop my self doubtin..