My Life

They say the eyes are a window to the mind

Take a look into mine and tell me what you find

Lately I been thinkin' feelin left behind

Time to take a journey in this dark and clouded mind

 

Ever since I was young, I felt unaccepted

Everything was bleak, I had been tried and tested

Nothing seemed enjoyable, then suddenly death did

But i'm here now comin off the head, bitch

 

I tried so many times to take my motherfuckin life

I wanted to escape all the hardship and the strife

I wanted to make a statement but man I was fuckin hated

Everyone always said "suicide is overrated"

 

Nobody would even look at me twice

I spent most of my nights with my wrist under a knife

Or a belt around my neck, so tight I couldn't breathe

All the pain in my life had brought me to my knees

 

I didn't want to try to keep on living

A shit is the last thing that everyone was giving

Now I'm lookin back

And all I do is laugh

Because now I'm a better person, that's a motherfuckin fact.

 

Now I'm rippin fuckin verses

Putting bitches in hearses

Spittin these sick curses

All you fuckers will need nurses

 

I'm a crazy motherfucker

Been through some shit

You think you know me sucker

I'll just be here for a bit

 

I hope you fuckin hurt as much as I do

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you

I wish I could go back, fix it all

But now all you do is sit and watch me fall.

 

Now watch, as I rise from the ashes

I've been though some heartbreaks, headaches, and some clashes

You can't stop me now, I'm on the rise

 

Now you've taken the journey, into my wicked mind.