Common find me

Ok let me show you,

A year ago I wouldn't have known how to tell you.

This life has gotten me so overwhelmed just listen,

and let my words overwhelm you.

My body is covered in grease.

These thoughts are conveying me closer to the edge,

Has me thinking I have a mental disease.

Now I'm on my knees, lord please,

These suicidal thoughts keep running through,

I just don't know what to do.

Going through the everyday motions like I'm back in school.

Yeah back to the class when I had nothing to do.

It's funny I remember I was in special ed because I acted the fool.

Like Mr. T I gotta make sure I pity the fool.

I share my suffering and contribute it too.

I sit in the dark room to hear these loud tunes,

I can't let any of these distractions bleed through.

Like I said my contribution to society is the suffering,

that has helped me see what I can do.

I hope it will show you just a little bit of humiliation,

that can help you through the every day motion to.

Yeah I have little to no emotion,

That's why I'd be smoking, some happiness for an hour,

Is better than everything turning on you and becoming sour.

Not just person, place, or thing, but everything in my brain it devours.

Yeah I act like a coward but I have controlled power.

Like I said before humiliation will help you over tower,

Over everything in the past that stopped you from,

Smelling the roses or picking a flower.