Narcotics

I came prepared without a clue on how to write

Wrote down several lines on how to make this shit stay out of sight

Let me be myself, let me suffer stagefright

I put together two pieces hate and one piece spite

We've dreamt the undreamable, let that be tonight

I won't worry about speaking of what you think I might

Even if I did, you know I would be right

I'm looking for some motivation to keep spitting rhyme

 

I learned to doubt everything that I create

Left a piece of myself in this verse so someone can relate

Can you outrun your own wits? See if the glove fits?

I've been bored too many times to end on the crucifix

Tried and failed repetition, my demons crave revolution

And in the bottom of this drink I'll find my solution

Simple minds think alike, my genius is different

Avant-garde attitudes that brings out my indifference

 

These voices tell me to forget about my empathy,

Late at night, last call, in a bar with some Hennessy

"You crooked little charlatan, you're drunk out of your mind"

Can you please leave me alone, can you please be so kind?

Nevermind that my nightmares are memories and reality

And I find that I'm damaged from suffering constant gravity

I would've punctured my lungs if it wasn't for this cast,

Close to apocalyptic, I don't think it's gonna last

I'm bent

 

Rappers are hypocrites,

I think you get the gist of it

Broke it down, met the flipside

Born in the midst of it