Efforts

All the times we had before, when we were strong and happy,

when our lives were transformed, before it all went crappy,

before it all unraveled, before it all came at me,

I sat back and drunk away what was happening,

your efforts were never there, I always pull us through this,

you never had time to care, I always heard your excuses,

I would try and talk about this, it would be so useless,

it was so much bullshit, it was just all Ridiculous,

but it does not matter now, because what is done is done,

we just need time now, for us to heal and move on,

time to drive our own ways, into this unfamiliar,

focus on the front windshield, and not the review mirror.