Anestesia

My Body Hurts All This Smoke I Been Puffing Making my Lungs Look

Foggy.Why She Bitching Shes The Lucky One Everytime I Was With

Her It Felt Like I Had To Study Her But When I Told Buddy Bout Her

He realized Something Was Wrong He Said Careful With Her I Trusted

Him Cause We Kept Our Friendship Strong.One Day He Found Me High

He Said THis Wasnt Like Me So i Replied Well I Had To Lie To Him That

I Wasnt Taking Anything That Year But Its Clear That The End Is Near For

Me But I Dont Have Fear For It Life With And Without Her Feels Like Im

On Anestesia But I Still Want To Make Her Mine But What The Fuck Am

I Supose To Do In A World Like This But Suddently It All Took A Swirl

That Girl I Was Crushing For Hates Me Don't Know Why But It Felt Like

She Built A Fence For Me And Said Not To Cross It Till I Was "Cleansed"

Few Years Later Now See Her She Ignores Me Homie Just Stole From Me

So I Decided To Go Back On Weed Makes Me Feel Good For The Whole

Week This Aint Hide And Seek Cause I Wont Hide No More Time To Stand

Up And Make My Boys Proud Of Me Turning In My Work That Don't Even

Sound Like Me All I Wanna Do Is Shout And Doubt That I Wont Make It

Yea Trying To Impress Her But This Is Pure Stress I Sometimes Think I

Should Put To Rest Cause I Aint Even Blessed Cause God Knows Im A

Mess Its Like A Long Quest That I Wont Even Finish I Cheerish My Word Play

Now Hate To Think I Might Not Be Here Long Enough Cause Life Is Rough

And Tough Just Got Dumped Feels Like I Plunged From The Stratosphere

Sat There Thinking All Stunned At First I Was Pumped But Now Im Bummed

All I Gotta Say If You Ever Fall In Love Just Run Till Your Numb