Nothing Special

I got some problems

So I'm hear to talk about em

Y'all got none, you listenin for fun but I'm outta options

Sympathy, it vexes me, I express how I feel when my ex speaks

Next please don't test me but you already rallied

These pieces of me so remember this speech

 

I'm showing you everything

I said I love you darling

To and fro these actions go these memories gonna be everlasting

I'm blasting these mashes about the shit that crashed us

So you don't always gotta keep asking

"What do you mean? Calm down a little"

Fuck off it feels like I'm a pitiful fiddle

Crystal balls couldn't predict these walls closing, little by little

Wishful thinking ain't nothing should just pull out a pistol

 

Life is perspective, this shit's basic

Slutting around next guy you'll kiss is gonna end up in the basement,

I'm wasted, you're scared that we're gonna end up in the same place again

I'm fading, I'm on the floor hurting to the core

 

Guess I'm going to space then

Up there I'm king of the world the all-knowing pearl

And somewhere where you didn't hate me

I wouldn't need to trip balls if you were there to save me, it's crazy

Baby I'm hallucinating come save me, my case in point

You the number one in my books

Crowds Darude to my Sandstorm

Guided by these flights I see, of destiny so please

Look at me with those eyes of glee and certainty

And tell me to be your man and the one who gives two hoots

Just please write me on the first page of your book

 

You got the ace up your sleeve but it slipped outta grasp

Life thrown shit at you but you always surpassed

I wanna be the guy who don't treat you like trash

I'll change I swear, but it won't be fast

Push through for me and be lovey dovey for me

And please guarantee that I'll look back on our past

And be glad that I took this leap, this aspiring chance