I'm Not Who I Thought I Was

I guess im feelin down usally im just messin around yea i call myself the MSFTS King but i don't even deserve this crown I wish it would go back too the way it was cause I can't handle all these applause your words cut through me so i'll be needing some gauze I won't be needing a doctor cause you my therapist and i love our sessions life's not gettin easier but what can i do to end all this suppression i just have one confession I'm really not good at learnnig all these lessons I guess I should learn from the example but we all know people don't want to take a sample cause they scared they'll get trampled it seems like like the waves gettin worse and it makes me just wanna curse cause i see everything that occurs and i just keep putting them into a verse