My Deception

Lately,

I've been thinking about how things use to be

Fully happy gorgeous and complete

But now the aftermath is complex

I use to want to have girls and fuckin sign checks

But now i don't care about neither I'm here for the music

But I'm leaving out all of the rest

Fuckin buck shots in my chest

I won't lie before I've tried to be a cool guy

Now I'm on my skyline

This my damn time, lifes such a fine line

Then there's those sometimes when i ask why

Like why did it happen to me? I'm going crazy

And honestly lately i think i need some saving by...

A precious angel before i go to hell and burn in the flames

I've certainly been craving to get my music out and get the fame

But now i don't want it because nothing is permanent

My soul is infinite & my arms bloody mama witnessed it

 

You don't know what i know

You can't see the spreading state

Of deception

I am cruel to myself

Things will never be the same

 

Yeah I'm a psycho but I'm killin it

And yeah i pulled a knife on my mom's ex

Ask the police they fucking seen the shit

I'm so worried all the time about what will happen next

I gotta come along & redeem myself

Not sink down and be like everyone else

I'm above the universe and my heart on the floor it really hurts

My life's not very fragile so let's drop the anvil

Fire the artillery even if I'm gone literally

Incinerate my brain & dead corpse

And yes I'm crazy that's been settled of course

The source of my lyrics is my deadly condition

Fake fans on the hook I'm starting to think I'm ice fishing

I'm living in the left lane but to stay right i gotta write my pain

Break the glass in my mental domain

Please Jesus help me stay sane

 

You don't know what i know

You can't see the spreading state

Of deception

I am cruel to myself

Things will never be the same

 

MTFD really has a good side but actually lets face reality

I wake up everyday feeling like everybody's mad at me

With the mad faces & dirty looks the angry people slamming their books

I feel like everything is my fault so i start to flunk & go into a quick hault

I'm trippin but not on acid but bath salts

Jump off the edge completely chasing pavements

They think they have wisdom & try to chain us

But we are the lyric graffiti starters & true world painter's

Try to stop the Gen-X but they're fighting us & trying to figure out what's next

We're demons but so blessed

Without the big houses & nice cars don't bother us

But I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to bust

My revenge on the world will be coming soon

Gonna blow up the charts like ISIS, boom

 

You don't know what i know

You can't see the spreading state

Of deception

I am cruel to myself

Things will never be the same