Me

Always been the underdog, pushed to the side

Treated the odd one out, like I got something to hide

On the inside, it hurts, the outside, I just ride

With the tribe, to decide, if I stay or slide

I stayed cause I had nowhere else to go

So I stuck to the back so they wouldn't know

Or see the pain that I had to stow

Not that they would cause I never show

When I'm dying inside every time I'm thrown

Away on my goddamn own

But there was never any point to bitch or moan

So I kept my mouth shut like it was sewn

Shut with steel, the silence was real

I sat quietly waiting for wounds to heal

After being chewed up and spit out like a week old meal

But tired of this shit I planned a big reveal

I sat back long enough, it was time to be released

Cause I knew y'all weren't ready for the me about to be unleashed

Now that my breaking point had finally been reached

I was more vicious than a dog that's been forever leashed

 

So I said fuck em and worked only for me

I wasn't lonely anymore cause I had somewhere to be

It was only then that I finally started to see

That the real me was really the only me to be

I know that's corny shit but it's true

So from now on fuck listening to you

I'm sick of you dissing with nothing better to do

But now I'm moving on cause I know I'm better than you

All of you, who gave me shit, and kicked me round

All of you who said I'd hit the ground

Well I hit it with a thump and a cracking sound

Cause I came to split the earth cause I'm a vicious hound

Now I spit on you from atop my throne

Don't need y'all now cause I'm on my own

That's karma, you should've known that I'd have grown

Stronger every time you shit in my zone

Now I'm a brutal beast, I only got you to thank

For making me grow up to think I was just a rank

Piece of shit, when really deep down I'm a tank

Now just a spank, but I'm ready to break the bank

 

Cause when I hit it, I'm hitting it like it's my only choice

Realistically it is, I have to make my voice

Heard, I gotta hit it hard and make a lot of noise

Can't fuck around, can't play like a kid with toys

I gotta break through, make the most of every line

I gotta make true, the best with every rhyme

No more fake poo, I'm seizing my time

Cause I hate you, and that's my inspiration to climb

All the way up to the top with no stalling

Cause I'm never gonna be done rolling

Till I'm holding the trophy, you balling

Your eyes out in my arms like fuck you darling

Deal with it yourself, I got no time for this bull

When I'm full of emotion just waiting to pool

To show you and take you back to school

Because clearly you don't know my one rule

Which is to never get caught up on the past

That's not how I was brought up in a blast

Now y'all aren't sought and I've outclassed

Begging for forgiveness? Too busy, I just can't be assed