get by

I always to want to let it all show

but if i did i know most of you would go

so i keep all inside and let a few in

watch as i write down all my sins

back in the day i had a little shorty

she loved me but i just wanted to be naughty

see what i felt wasn't love

cuz all i ever did was push and shove

i got what i wanted and she got nothing

just left her looking around for something

you cant save me im too cold

im just looking at you like a dog would see a bone

needless to say that one ended bad

should just appreciated what i had

I wasnt the man she needed

just tosses her to the side while she was bleeding

 

second verse

 

fast forward to another year

let me tell you about one of my worst fears

someone comes in and connects so well

making it seem like all your walls have fell

you open up put down your defense

but everyone says that will only leave a mess

you then see what everyone meant

you swore you wouldn't fold but you bent

nothing left so you go and find another style

but really hoping that one person does dial

so you keep on going and flowing

but never know which direction you're going

you get lost in your own mind

praying that all it takes is time

Ive been waiting for a while

lets see if i can go the mile

 

last verse

 

Its time to move on and get better

time to go through this shitty weather

Improve on what you lack

you liked who you were its time to get back

back to your ways when didnt give a fuck

always moved forward and never felt stuck

always had a smile on your face and meant it

nothing got to you not a song or critic

As you move you see what you really need

to be alone and some fucking privacy

all you got is yourself

dont worry about no body else

only look back to see how far youve came

get off the used path make your own lane

Your biggest enemy is your own mind

but once you befriend it youll be surprised at what you find