Memories killed me

Where we used to sit, there’s nothing left to see, only things left behind is the memories

I guess you decided you needed to flee, while I’m still waiting here trying to believe

Now to you you're finally free, right where you always wanted to be

But now you're gone and you’re not coming back, and without you my world has turned black

You know that feeling when you're all alone, I know right now cuz i’m on my own

Tried to call you up on the phone, but it went directly to your ring tone, guess i’m no longer in the friend zone, come to your window and start throwing stones

But you won’t answer even if I come, because you don’t know where i’m coming from

You don’t know where I live or where I sleep, you don’t know my heart, don’t know my heart beat

Without you it doesn’t work the same, no right now you're trying to play a different game

You are coming back that’s what you claim, but now you have to live the rest your life in shame

Cause you're not coming back even i know that, cuz I even know what you’re trying to getting at

You think now that you’re gone that I’ve stopped caring, but it’s more like my heart you keep on tearing

Because I will never stop no matter what you do, I will always have your back, always help you through

Even if you hurt me where the blood comes out, I’ll stay by your side, be there no doubt

Cause I am still wishing on stars you’ll come home, so I won’t stay truly all alone

I look to my left and you’re not here, I look to my right and you’ve truly disappeared

Now I sit in the silence that my mind has made, and I wonder “Did I just get played?”

But for a couple months you did stay, but now i’m praying for the pain to go away

So I wrote this song to cope with it all, hoping it will catch me instead of letting me fall

My ticking clock is running out of time, because this hope thing has turned into a lie

Hope pushed me and made me fall to my death, and you were there silent when I took my last breath

I’m still here because inside i’m dying, while physically i’m still stuck on trying

Now i’m gone cuz you don’t care, just realize that when i’m not there

It was you who made me leave, so don’t come begging when you finally believe

You needed me by your side, just know it was your fault I died