fight till my end

now i know this might sound silly

lately i have seen the way you look at me

i couldn't believe my own mother would shun me

over one stupid thing come on bitch please

you tell everybody about how much of a bad kid i am

too bad they don't know my dad

 

you love him but decide to shun me??

for what??........huh?!?

because he gave you an apology???

 

 

i can still hear your scream in my head

that night i thought you were dead

he beat you till you were black and blue

and all he did was laugh at you

 

 

i know i'm not the best child but i just made one little mistake

come on mom....is that the way you want us to be

he hurt you and i saved you

that night when i found the gun....too bad it was disabled

 

you still forgave him...you were almost dead

i think i have said enough you will just say that i am a attention seeking whore

but there's more to that you know

i have feelings too

 

you know the worst part....i should've let him KILL YOU