Why........ Why

Why..... why at 36 did she have to die.

If you're such a powerful being Lord, then answer me why.

You got nothin, yeah, if this is your plan.................it sucks.

Not having my Jodi with me has got me in pain so much.

All alone at night I feel like I am going insane,

the mundane acts of day to day without her just aren't the same.

I try to wrap my head around it, try to understand,

butthemorethatItry to understand just leaves hair in my hands.

I had dreams, visions of doing things wichu baby,

Watching Michael grow up into a man and find a lady,

I had visions of growing old and being a Grandfather,

But it's not fair that they won't have you as a Grandmother.

It's not fair that people have to do withoutthegreatness you were.

your transfer to heaven is surelygoingtomake..... feelings stir.

I know it's stirred mine up and will continue as time goes by,

and the only word I can come up with God is why... why..

 

Another day and now another way forward without you girl.

It'sgoingtobehard to getmyself out this ditch, without my girl.

Your parents seem to think I'm goingtobejustfine without you girl..

even think I'm going to find another love, that's not you girl.

replacing you is going to be impossible,none like you girl.

I'm sure that some come close, but unfortunately, not of this world.

So if you see one down here you approve of for your place girl,

make sure you make it obvious that she is to be my girl.

Cause as i see it now and forevermore I'mgonnabe alone.

I'll be bugs with no carrot a dog without a bone.

Can't imagine what I'll do when Michael leaves this home.

And once he's gone, the nasty realization that I'm all alone.

Is that the point I lose it and finally finish going insane,

Or is that the point the cancer comes back and rots my brain.

I guess I'll have to find something to help the by and by.

but the only word I can come up with God is Why... Why...