Off my Chest (interlude)

fuck everything

 

another lost soul taken again just fourteen years old couldn't take it no more. This really touches my core. Fuck what you think about this track this is real shit man. This shit makes my heart sore. Im speechless. Satans the biggest fuckin lore. I see a trend, I see a trend, this only happens to people that live in the poor suburbs. People have the fucking nerve to ignore this shit. turn a blind eye. When kids say bye to this cruel world. Theres a war going on outside, down the street, on the tv. people on killing sprees every day. Wheres the love gone we all need to pray join that girl on her knees trying to earn some cash, hearing this i need some hash.

 

Man idk im just screaming this shit. But its not all gloomy its not all dark because i know I have a guard whos fighting for me everyday. Thats right Angels fighing demons just like us this shit real God is fucknig real. Bring God into the Hood and take the hate out. Thats a true goal. thats my goal. To help the dropouts. To be honest im just writing down my thoughts im sorry if i offend you but this is whats coming out. i swear the bigger people have no idea whats going on in this slum life. they probably thinking we live the dumb life. This shit Real its hard deal. She was so nice hope it becomes so surreal for you guys. Sick of all the lies. My generation losing too many people that ain't coming back.

WE aint weak we just trying to survive.

I love Naenae with all my heart, it wholeheartedly been about of me from the start. Im blessed though ive digressed due to setbacks bad decisions and slow starts.

 

Theres a war going on and its so frightening.

Never been interested in mission trips. some of em i think are fucking stupid when theres a war going on in our local streets. ugh sorry i didn't really mean that arg

stop stop stop cut the beat

 

Lord i reach out to you because right now i feel hopeless. Lord i pray you give us the strength to fight our inner demons. I pray the prayer of protection of all my loved ones I pray that you R%^&&^ lookin down on us. *heaving breathing* In jesus name i pray Amen

 

Rest In Peace to Rachel, Reno, Michael & Layton. You were taken from us way too soon.