Suicide
• Written by Highabetes
yaaa im fucking suicidal
its fucking a vicious cycle
tried to read the family bible
but god dont love me
im just a fuckin waste of space
im always outta fuckin place
i always let people down
always give em a frown
i always dream i will drown
ive cocked the gun and put it to my head
never gain the courage to pull the trigger
nobody would miss me if i was dead
im losing my fucking mind
i cant live a life of this kind
i need an escape
everyone i know is a fucking fake
i dont wanna see tomorrow
dont wanna live with my sorrow
suicide
i must decide
live with all my pain
or toss it down the drain
try to feel better
or end it forever
ill have to make the decision
with absolute precision
given my current position
given my current condition
i cant take it anymore
i live a constant war
I'm losing this fucking battle
my mind is fucking fragile
I want to end it all
This is a constant brawl
I hate myself
this constant nightmare
this constant scare
whats the fucking point
im down to my last joint
I just want to die
tired of living this lie
They say itll get better
it been nothing but bad weather
nobody wants me around
dont want to make a sound
i swear im goin insane
trying to hide all my pain
its a fucking shame
ill never be anything
i ruin everything
but its like i said
i deserve to be dead
depression
thats my confession
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Highabetes
Member since September 29 2015