Amazin'

i hadda empty wallet-from doin too much roxycodone

at the time, paid no mind, if it would cause a probelm

belligerent, ignorant figurin how to fill the void

at the time, filin my ass cheeks /full of/ steroids

i was losin my hair, stressd out

shirtless, bare, with my hairy chest out

------testosterone and trenbolone,

asked to be left alone

---headaches and trembling in sweaty clothes,

----bitches fainted,--- brain vacant,

innocence tainted

and im a bit flagrant,

hit the gym angry the, way the drugs changed me,

i liked it, strangly, it amazed me

bridge

im feelin like--

bitch shake that ass its amzing

shake that ass bitch amaze me

 

it amazed me, bitch amaze me,

bith its amazing

shake that ass bitch, its amazing

ugh waht the fuck am i sayin

x2

2;04

i apologize for the chauvinism, all the guys, know and listen

to it so it no decison of mine its a coalition

youll find, that its fine, as my story goes on in time,

i'm, at the gym with head phones, on,

thats when i got the call,

phone on the flaw, ringing and all that

bout to say call back, when all i heard was silence,

my dads girlfriend trying,

to hold back cryin,

emotions-so she said leave home and,

bring ya dads medicine, go and,

come to the hospital, he was chokin on his food

at the dinner that you skipped, supposed to be home, faking sick

what a predicament, stressed, questioning,

im hurryin, almost crashed cus im worryin,

stomchs turnin and

forget his headache medicine, bumpiin to pededstrians

, runnin into R.N.'s in the ER let me in,

wheres my dad at,

please somebody tell me help me tell me

whers my dad at

skip line or 2 no words just breathing

3:02

doctor im here, in his face i saw fear

or was it his eyes, actin as a mirror,

he said comes in here,

pulled me and her near,

and said let me be clear

we're,

---- doing everything we can,

understand, but i cant lie to you that his chance,

right now its less, than one percent,

brain aneurism in his head, almost dead,

coulda been with him, but the gym i chose insstead,

and they performed a surgery it took a week,

i swear to god 7 days that i couldn't speak

the outlook was meek, sititn wtih grandpa in the waiting room

i wouldn't wish this on you if i hated you

abusin blues. to get through the blurry hard parts

when they took him off life support i couldn' harly watch

they iv'ed morphine while pulllin his plug

the addict inside of my head was jealous of the drug

and when he disappeared so did my ambitions

its crystal clear, losing him was my biggest fear.

quick fade out durin thatl ine***

in high school i lost all my aspirations

didnt care if i graduated

now shake that ass its amaing

bitch shake that ass its amzinzg

bith a

dam i cant do this corny shit