Tormenting Dreams
• Written by Warrior_Queen
I'm fallin, can't you see me crawlin?
My knees are weak
I'm bawlin,
Just callin out for help
Can't you hear me yell?
All alone I cry
I'm dying inside
Then I snap back to reality
It was all just a dream
So terrifying it made me scream
Cold sweat, cold hands
Heart racing, can't go there again!
My past still haunts me
The memories linger and daunt me!
I can't control my brain sometimes
And that's my demise
all these thoughts bringing me down
Throwing me around
Making me act like a clown!
I've pushed so many away
What can I say?
Apologies only go so far
Then its an all out war
Looking in the mirror
What I see is my biggest fear
Scars everywhere that only I can see
What does that mean for me?
I can't believe that I ever let it get this bad
When did my life get so sad?
SNAP! Another dream,
More like nightmare
Like the one on Elm street!
I can't believe it
Can't you see this?
Damn, I'm going crazy
How can that be?
Had my life together
Now I can barely see
What's right in front of me
I'm scared to sleep
I don't wanna dream
I'm tired of fighting these thoughts
Tried to put them in a box
But they broke the locks
Now they're roamin' free
Just tormenting me
Everyday I'm alive
But I keep fighting
Gotta stay strong
Finding the place where I belong!
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Warrior_Queen
Member since January 13 2016