I'm Fine

I don't read you anymore

Miss you, terrible, terrible

I wanna meet you in a while

To say I'm fine, to say I'm fine, to say I'm fine

 

I just wanted you to know i miss you

But lately you're not you

Never showing up like you're supposed too

Leaving us for a another dude already you're not my mom i used to know... who are you?

I get you had the addiction

I know, i saw you everyday in the fuckin kitchen

It leaves me crying and reminiscing

I wish you'd just sit down, hear me out and listen to these lyrics...

It's not our old life it's my normal mom that I'm missing... do you remember?

Playing in the leaves in November?

Staying inside covered up in the winter?

I do, it's never really left my mind, but it's hard to say even in the lyrics to make it rhyme

Me being your first born i was the oldest

You fell but i came up and i held us

I was the superman but i feel i let us down maybe I'm stupid man

 

I don't read you anymore

Miss you, terrible, terrible

I wanna meet you in a while

To say I'm fine, to say I'm fine, to say I'm fine

 

Mom i love you but the new you has gotta go

I'm getting booked soon, maybe you'll see this clearly as i play this song at the show

I miss you dearly i wanted you to know

And how we used to be I'll never let that go

I'm slowly remembering memories

And its literally haunting & killing me

Gutting me like a deer in the deep forest

We had just been arguing right before i wrote this

I love you but i want you back i gotta show it

You're not too far gone, our family knows it

You just gotta believe you can come back, and do it

Please don't give up on us now cause we didn't give up on you

Me Makenzie our family and Matthew

Do you remember pain from your car crashes?

Multiply that by my pain × 2

And you'll understand why I'm so much like you

 

I don't read you anymore

Miss you, terrible, terrible

I wanna meet you in a while

To say I'm fine, to say I'm fine, to say I'm fine

 

I know recently we've all been messed up

But honestly its hard to believe you still actually get dressed up

I'm sorry for shit I've said before some was terrible

I gotta live with it and it's hardly understandable why i fight so much

Why i don't give up, why i still show you love

Cause you're my mama and I'll search for the real you the way we did for Osama

The dial knob on my speakers are broken

I turned it up too much, too loud, this song my emotions have spoken

I can't say my hearts frozen if I'm still heated inside

Right now there's a hill by us and we're on the downside

Damn right I'll fight till the end of the night until my lights go out

Until i really gotta shout about what is already, steadily talked about

Getting you down and out of the prison you're in

Breaking the bars pulling you through

Give some advice God what the hell should i do...

 

I don't read you anymore

Miss you, terrible, terrible

I wanna meet you in a while

To say I'm fine, to say I'm fine, to say I'm fine