Psychotic Thoughts

I'm tired of lies

Hear people right by my side

Act like they ain't never lied

Expose 'em they ain't testified

I'll leave 'em crucified

For all I care, they're lucified

Devils in makin' I can see just why my nigga cried

And if these devils died

I wouldn't feel too satisfied

The people they grew up with, they gone have to end up mortified

I start hate a liar

Curses to my empire

Hearses while I burn fire

Verses with no desire

And that's not me just tryna be Mr. Poetic Writer

I'm tryna see the brighter times but I get blind by lines tighter

I think I need a lighter to burn through the thick wire

Stressin' while I wrote this cypher more codes for those to decipher

Well then good luck to you

And all those with a different view

I try too hard to speak the true

But jumbled words is my issue

Got dreams I pursue

But shit I'm actin' gumshoe

But if I give them too much then I'm stuck to speakin' untrue

And then I'm breakin' rules

And then I'm breakin' tools

And then I act like fools

Who try to act like cools

Lyrically I'm just the kid who can put these words together

Physically I'm just the kid who smart but just not clever

And it's these ties I sever

Forever when feelin' pressure

Used to have a lot of friends but now my circle's not to measure

It's down to nothin', out

Wonderin' what that's about

Stuck in this forever drought

Relationships will never sprout

And may they rest in peace

While I create the masterpiece

Pictures of their shattered dream

I'm lowerin' their self esteem

Boostin' while their seldom seen

Losin' them won't yell and scream

Crusin' with a head of steam

I'm just followin' my dream

They tryin' to crush me

They just don't understand what trust be

No love above me

I keep the bible for my study

So if I must be

Different from all the ugly

You need to find to trust me

Or I won't be the trophy

I'll live all lonely

You know I started this phony

Raised it up by my lonely

And you just playin' homie

I started off goin' slowly, but now I'm goin' in hard

Reminiscin' the days when I was in disregard

But I stayed on it like a shark

Predator to the heart

If you couldn't play the part

You wasn't there for the art

And I guarantee you I wouldn't wanna be you in this situation

Talkin' and then screamin' bout you stuck without inspiration

It's been the conversations I been havin' with my dad

Sittin' there and talkin' to him shit it makes me fuckin' mad

Makes my reminisce about the things I could've done different

My feelins have been nonexistent but now they just been too persistent

And its just tempts me

To have that clip empty

Actin' just like the friends be

Can get you just where your ends be

So do not tempt me

I hold my grudge don't tempt thee

I have no room for mercy

I can't be saved where the church be

 

Lately these days I've been psychotic

All of these mental thoughts been out my own logic

It's like my brain just hopped in a rocket and flew off

And landed on the moon just to shake a few thoughts