Fuck Anthony
• Written by Bavarianclub1776
Bavarianclub1776's Notes
Freestyle. Dubs down NS, HA, DC/Saskatoon gangs.
Fuck sociopathic gangsters.
Shit i'm bored
I wish that with my words i could express my anguish
this pain's taken it's toll I use these pills to take away the
crippling anxiety and feelings of self hatred
I have wasted these past 4 years of my life i've never tasted
A place to call my own
a place that's safe a place away from
these self-destructive, ill-productive
drug-addicted wastes of
miserable and pathetic
influences can't escape 'em
So I compensate for my lack of fate
a reality in which I cannot escape
So now I place my trust and fate
in an entity which decides my fate
to show my friends and family
that my life's filled with misery
so I ask you to show me empathy
but please don't show no sympathy
for I am my own worst enemy
so please don't stand right next to me
'cuz I'm fearful that you'll see me
for who and what I am presently
and not for whom I relentlessly
attempt to change exceptionally
so show respect for my sanctity
feelin' crazy with the perplexity
of my most notorious enemy
they call him Tony P
but i know that his real name's Anthony
he extorted everything from me
my house, my car, my property
so explain how this is my destiny
that fucker took everything from me
coercing me and beating me
he forced me to commit felonies
Eventually I had to leave
got on the bus, went to B.C.
I wish I stayed 'cuz I fucked up
the night i got back, I bought drugs
ha that's right - yeah guess who from
Naievety had conquered me
I'd seen shit I never thought I'd see
My behaviour's inconsistent now
back then stayed clean three months from down
but as fate would have it I got kicked out
decided then to move to my dad's house
but upon my arrival I found out
that if I sold his pills I'd make a large amount
of income in the hydromorph crowd
which is the reason i kept 'em around
or at least that's what i keep tellin' myself
i hate myself, fucking hate myself
I'm desperately trying express myself
So i wrote down, the feelings and shit I'm experiencing now
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Bavarianclub1776
Member since January 2 2014