Mush and mush

Got a lot ahead of Me,

Steaks is high and the Weight's Settling,

Lookin at the sky but my Aches is Nestling,

Wrestling with wants never thought I'd Get Everything,

Took a shot and I screamed ["C'est la vie"]

Dreams manifested but I Stay Questioning,

Gettin so high I opened my Fourth Eye to the Pain Festering,

Deformed Mind trying to Gain Rest or Sleep,

Hopin that when I die I amass Rental Fees,

The Blessed Freak,

Confused looks from Unknown Enemies,

Thinkin I shoulda perished Along with Reveries,

Existence stuck in Ambivalence like a Kettle Steamed,

Not trying to score anymore I'm gunnin for Penalties,

Slide tackle from the front put my life in Jeopardy,

I'll fight this selfish Demented Geek even if it brings the End of Me,

Rise through the ranks and lines to the Better League,

Til my Name's Defined to the status of Legendary,

And my brain's Strife turns numb from the Amphetamines,

Bring the world to it's knees the Finalist's Surrendering.