shell

All I am is the shell of the person I once was /

nothing to be more than what I was / All that he made me /

all I could have been still haunting me /

Everyday think of the mistake that I made /

everything that I say/ all lies that I told, the people I hurt /

wish I could take it all away/

and go back to the day when I didn’t care about when I got older /

only about what I was doing when snack time was over /

playing on the play ground / as I grow up I thought thing world come easy /

but I got a reality check at the age of 7/

saw the world as dark place/for the first time /

were you do what you have to do just to stay alive/

As I look back in my life I see how much I have really change /

and how much everything is still the same/

friend still getting mad cause I push them away/

love ones getting hurt cause do the same/

I’ll just stay up in my room/ leave the beat on replay all day /

sorry that I can never do right in all of your eyes /

guess he just messed me up to much inside/

tried to give yall what you want but some people

don’t see how much I really try /

sorry that can’t give yens all of my time/

sorry I got things to do with my life /

can’t sit around/ and just get high/

The pusher of everyday life/ blinds me of what right /

getting caught up in the lies/ find myself put my work off to the side /

getting involved in everyone’s else drama full lives /

I have enough battle in my life/ I don’t need someone else /

don’t think twice/ I wouldn’t settle your fight /

ill make it worse for your side/ sick for hearing your talk /

step up/ make it right /come on fight /

sorry to put this way but it’s the only way I can/ for you to understand

I don’t want to become a just another cold shell

that is world has turn everyone into /

I want to make myself a name/don’t want to be forgot /

as just another rapper so never find them self in the fast lane/

Sick of being put down every day of my life/

rather stand up and fight/ then to ever put down my mic/

cause I am a girl/ automatically got to work hard/ day and night/

grinding all the time /just so I can shine/ for a chance at a good life/

sick of worrying all of the time/ only mess with my mind/

guess it’s time to say my goodbyes/

and lay it all on the line for a shot at the lime light/

this chance is mine/ and going to make this time/