Still
• Written by JaySass
The clouds don't determine my mood
It's the feelings of guilt when I’m thinking of you
It's easy to do when you've been down for a minute
Still I gotta write songs to connect with
Still I get this pain in my stomachs pit
Still convinced it's my punishment
For all the nights I got drunk and let go
In some bar, in some city
With some people I don't know
Still cracked ribs from the hugs that you'd give
Still sad grins mask the pain that I'm in
Voices of madness, songs of sadness
The devil took my soul
Bitch, you left me heartless
Still, its you and I; a paradigm
Your hazel eyes, appear disguised
You speak twice; a pair of lies
I roll the dice; snake eyes
They paralyze
It's a parallel
You and I; a pair in hell
We dance again; the devil's den
It's apparent then
Evil will do anything to pay the rent
Still, the Maker mends
I make amends
I make up friends
I play pretend
Am I crazy?
Yes probably maybe
It’s because of you
But I push through
Once caged now let loose
A pariah lighting fires on bridges
Of every bitch that I screw
I fuck 'em in the ass
And just imagine its you
Still tattooed with these evil plots
Still skewed by these demented thoughts
Still got these loose screws on top
Its what I asked for and exactly what I got
Put these shoes on and talk a walk
You will find some evil issues
They will put you in such depression
You’ll be grateful for what you got
So welcome home to my pain
It's overdosing with flames
The kind of shit that drives a soldier insane
Until I make a change they’ll forever remain
Still I gotta believe there is an answer
A chance to reunite with laughter
From a heart so beaten and battered
Broken so much that it finally shattered
On a mission now to make the world mine
Turning over leaves no words can describe
Like a sunken ship that refuses to sink
At the bottom of the sea I will find my meaning
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JaySass
Member since February 1 2016