Depression

Verse I

 

have you ever been chillin with ya bros, while ya heart feel froze,

and you got nothing left to lose

 

have ya ever been livin in the hole in ya own soul

feeling like it's shaded nothin less than blue

 

its like swimming in the ocean, far from the coast, and,

HYPOTHERMIA! settin in, what a notion

 

im wadin in the water just to keep my blood in motion

pourin champange on my brain, now im toastin

 

its been real, farewell to ya all

im so fucked up, its like im speaking with a cracked jaw

 

feelin like a whack job,

im tearin up my liver like this bottle was a hacksaw

Krakken be my mascot

 

got a mini shotty, point it to my head

thinkin bout the pros and cons, should i die or should i live

 

and i guess ill admit,

that ionreally give a shit

 

trapped in my mind, i be locked in the vault

so many ways to be lost in the fog

Pen in my hand, and i stab at these thoughts

lost and distraught while i wander on the permafrost

 

 

and theres nothin in front of me

this tundra is all i see

this thunder is all i see

and its raining down hennesey

an alcoholic wet dream

cuz nothin is as it seems

an alcoholic wet dream

escaping reality

 

(hook)

depression

jack in my cup

feeling down on my luck

so i throw the bottom up

(x3)

 

 

Verse II

Hammer in my hand, pullin nails out a casket

Exestential moment when i open up the caket

 

Flabergastered when i see the body that inhabits

Sadness on my face, being wiped up by some maggots

 

Woah, i guess i up and did it then

(huh)

Depression in my chest tore like a whirlwind

voices in my head, yeah i bet they encouraged it

 

 

but i guess ill never know

buried 6 feet below

 

the shock of staring at my grave in the graveyard

is washed from my face with the feel of a raindrop

 

coming from the gray skies, coming from a place i

knew id never be, knew id never see

 

 

the gates of heaven

 

so i could talk to st peter

but im stuck in this dimension dancing with the reaper

 

tryna find a way to cheat her

maybe outrun her like i was a speedster

 

but nah i aint fast as flash

cannot break the time stream, cant outun the past

 

tell me, how does one outrun death,

cold breath on my neck, chills on my flesh

 

it feels,

so dark so real, so dark so real