SoulsHurtin w/ liamfinze

God...I come to you broken

Father, I'm ashamed of my ways;

I'm throwing all my sin down at the alter and I pray

For your forgiveness

Lord

(For your forgiveness Lord x2)

 

I come broken and shaken

Father, I'm ashamed of my actions;

I'm trying, but I can only beg for your patience

And your forgiveness

Lord

(For your forgiveness Lord x2)

 

I'm broken, shook and hurting

Father, I'm stressing through changes;

Putting all I have into a Life worth your creating

and your forgiveness

Lord

(For your forgiveness Lord x2)

 

The devils on me stabbing

Father, my braveries really thinning;

Giving all to this battle; but for you I will win it

and your forgiveness

Lord

(For your forgiveness Lord x2)

 

I come to you new

Father, I've set down my burden;

Setting my sets up above for your purgement

and your forgiveness

Lord

(For your forgiveness Lord x2)

 

 

i've looked the devil in the eyes

i've told God all my horrible lies

am i evil? Is that how i'm supposed to be?

you are you but i'm not me

i walk alone down this endless road

trynna figure out how it all works

i can't break this puzzle i don't know the code

how does it all fit together, life and death, heaven and hell?

am i real, how do i feel, why do i kneel for a God i've never seen?

where does he dwell, where does he hide and where has he been?

where has he been x2

 

they say God always watches over you, that's not true

he has never been there for me

he has never seen what has been done to me

how the devil tortured and twisted me

darkness and loneliness devoured me

so mentally hurt i just needed some help

desperately prayed to you, restlessly i waited

God... are you there?

God... are you here?

Can you hear me when I speak

Do you acknowledge me when I pray

Do you listen to what I have to say

i'm soul hurtin this burden is getting so heavy

i'm changing and i'm certain it's satan

God.. believe me i tried

believe me i tried

 

i look in my eyes and i see my own lies

the mask that i'm wearing is tearing me apart

people ask why i'm staring at another man's heart

i need it, i want it, i envy his life

he’s got it, he’s normal and everything’s alright

i look at myself in the mirror at night

and ask myself why i envy his life

we are the same but i don't understand

how can this be that i try to pretend

i know who he is and i know who i am

the more i deny the more i cry

i hate myself and what i have become

 

i've looked the devil in the eyes

i've told God all my horrible lies

I am evil! And that's how i'm supposed to be!

you are you and i am me

a lost cause a lost soul

it's so hard to move on, my feet are so heavy

i'm not coming to you God, i'm not ready

i've got a date with the Devil and i'm 2 years late x2