Downfall

I didn't mean to make that choice, can you even still hear,

The sound of my voice, I checked a text, and then we wrecked,

The car went into a ditch, I shouldn't have responded, to that stupid bitch,

We used to be closer than, Lilo and Stitch, closer than Alex and Albert,

In Hitch, the car flooded with mud, and now divine light,

Is pouring down, from above, we used to be, deeply in love,

My dear Shay, we were supposed to get, married in May, even though your,

Parents didn't approve, because they thought you were gay,

You told them you were no longer that way, after you and Tameka,

Broke away, and then, when she texted me the other day,

I looked down at my phone, and swerved the wrong way,

The car tumbled in violence, and now we're in the hospital,

Surrounded in silence, I'm crying, because I felt, deep,

Down, that you're dying, when Tameka walked in the doorway sighing,

I looked at her face, looking for signs of remorse, but none were there of course,

When she spoke, her words, were coarse, she made me so upset,

That I started to forget, the doctor said you needed quiet, I yelled at her,

I was riled, and about to riot, then I saw that you were flat lining, Tameka,

Sat back in a chair, smiling, and reclining, and doctors flooded the room,

Tameka watching from the side, like an angle of doom, I felt my heart sink,

Consumed by a dark, cloud, of gloom, I'm through,

I couldn't live another day without you, I found some cyanide,

And I was ready to commit suicide, but then I was filled with rage,

Like an angry bear, that escaped its cage, and now is on the hunt,

If I wasn't suicidal, this would be a crazy stunt, but not for love, not for me,

And soon, the entire world will see, I have Tameka in my sights,

And my finger on the trigger, 1-2-3, the deed is done, but have I really won,

Shay was my number one, but I was your number two, when you and Shay,

Were threw, I starting fucking, both of you, but I fell in love with Shay,

And didn't need you anymore, so you, I started to ignore, but my lust would,

Get the best to me, and I would want more, so when I saw your text,

I thought I could get a booty call, and now this has become the root,

Of our downfall, good bye y'all, I pull the steel to my head, pull the trigger,

Which hits me lead, but somehow I'm not dead, I check the gun,

And the bullets are rubber, Tameka stands up, and says that we should,

Love each other, she knew my plan the whole time, she said deep down,

Both of our souls, are drowned in slime, she replaced my bullets,

The other day, she, said, she prayed, and hoped that it wouldn't turn out,

That way, she hoped that, killing Shay, would bring us together, forever,

But through this endeavor, Tameka believes the death made my connection,

To Shay even stronger, that bonds through death last even longer,

She reminded me, of when we were secretly dating, memories,

I was continually hating, about how she would pour us coffee on the daily,

Then I started feeling hazy, when she broke in to replace the bullets,

She poisoned my drink, into, the darkness I began to sink, and in a blink,

I saw here stumble closer, she collapsed into my lap,

We both died in her apartment, now we're taking, a dirt nap,