grown up

born illiterate

the educated little shit

little bit by little bit

i improved from my youth,

the

dynastic views

of,

english and scotch whiskey

buncha old friends nowadays sayin that they miss me

 

but they didn't

until i proved myself and cooled myself quick

rolled a joint just to craft one,

no rushes like bums

old girls back, sayin "hey let's just have some fun"

but they didn't until i showed that i can spit like i'm dippin,

 

i'm dippin on the tracks

learned it from my papa's knee how english reacts

so relax,

resistance is useless,

the childhood influence

again with the new shit?

mixing songs like mixed drinks that i hand to your chick

 

she sayin

"hey look how we grown up now

it's like we real people now

nowadays it's

crazy how you've grown up, harry

call me mami

let you spank me

just don't let my man see"

 

i reply

"that's all good, lil mama

i know you want the insides of you rearranged proper

but tonight

i'm just not feelin it too much

like you said,

i think that i've grown up too much"

 

dip out the party, it's feelin like high school all over

lil shawtys on the dance floor lookin for a sperm donor

get in the mercury, jet back to my earth and home

old bones, strange clouds from the cannabis cones

thoughts return to this girl i'm pretty sure i used to know

call it love or call it lust i called her up on the phone

i said "ayyyy what's up what's up"

she said "you're not in marvin's room" and then she hung up

damn,

that's a way to end a conversation

and another way to say my heart's breakin

face it

a little too hung up over someone from my youth

i thought i'd grown up and started telling myself the truth

but the truth is

i dunno how to feel

a real man thinks with his dick or his emotions for real?

it's a question that just hasn't really been answered

i don't doubt my seed but i'm wary of bein a planter

this early in my life

wait

i thought i'd grown up despite

what these daaamn bitches say, tryna fight

whatever,

smoke another L and skip another class

i'm grown up,

i swear,

now lemme tap that ass