secret of school fam
• Written by BabyMoney
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livin day after day
fake smile
let me tell u its been awhile
since i was really happy
i was never exactly the lil princess daddy always wanted
never wore dress and skirts the way mommy wanted
who ever thought i be here
at 10 years cutting my wrist but at the age of 8 i was thinking of suicide
i couldn't take it no more
moms family never expected me
people always refered me as the lil hood girl
stealing money was my thing
i dont know where it all started
smoking weed without family knowing
well who cared cuz when i was younger
got molested for 3 years school called mom n told her
next thing u know she just sat down n asked if i was lying
damm guess im just done for
if momma never believe in shit like tht in the frst place
who cares
now here 4 years later wrist still covered in new scars
massacre always running down my face
everyday
everynight
i dont even bother to try
put it back on
cuz ive been strong enough
i wanna give up now here's my lil secret
i cry myself to sleep tell my parents lies
about everything in my life
cuz everything i do would kill them
im sparring the last respect they got of me
see i never understood always put there happens before
me guess tht was a good thing
but never knew i end up killing me
sitting in my room screaming
lord take me now
punching myself chocking trying to cut deep
but i remember those friends i call family
they save me
there the only people ive got
closer to anyone or anything i could ever be to
but i guess school says other wise
cuz i guess being exspelled
suspend and having in school suspenion
was a really bad thing
but let me tell you this
mr or mis teacher
did you know these niggas saved my life
and ther still here
makeing me smile
knowing theres gonna be another brighter day
that i will make it trough the rain
and it all will be fine
in the end
now stop telling me they bad
cuz it seems like you think
u saving me
but really
your causeing me to loose it
cuz let me say it again
there the only thing i got
closer to me then my own 2 parents
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BabyMoney
Member since August 8 2015