Never Bout Us
• Written by JavishJayy
It was never fucking bout us,
Jus you
Always fuckin bout one,
not two
Yet you're frontin like you're my boo
When you never noticed when I was blue
Never noticed when shit went down
Unless all tht shit involved you
Wanna kno why I'm fucked up right now
It's cause all the shit tht we've been thru
Or all the shit tht I thought we did
All the things tht coulda been witchu
I let you unscrew me like a lid
But I never thought tht you'd break me too
Never thought tht you'd lose your grip
Never thought tht you'd let me slip
Never thought tht you'd watch me fall
Buh stand there an jus not do shit
Whatever happened to me,
Whatever happened to you,
An yet when I wanted to leave
You didn't kno what to do
Buh this shit was never bout us
This shit wasn't about trust
Who'd I trust
When I was on a bus
Taking random routes
Dunno where to stop
Then I had to think,
Did I ever start
Had to hop off my little kart
Take a moment jus for myself
Had to ascend out of this hell
Had to collect pieces of me
Had to think who I'd want to be
Had to have my own space to breathe
Open my eyes, fuck what I see
I'm back at home
Sitting on a chair
See your shadow on the stairs
Mouthing bout me to your little friends
Will this hell hole ever end?
Then I thought should I end it all
Should I give the angels a call
If I could never escape this shit
Then what's the point of living thru it
All I wanted was you an me
Why the fuck couldn't we jus be
Why the fuck did you never care
Why the fuck were you never there
I always had to comfort you
Never got a thing in return
It's like I'm a flamethrower
Cause all tht my heart does is burn
All tht my heart does is yearn
All I do is beg for peace
All I do is beg for release
All I do is beg for me
Do I even still want a we
Can we even still be a thing
Can you ever jus let me leave
All tht I want to do is hang
Myself from a fucking tree
Put me out of my misery
Then we'll see if you fucking care
As you watch while my body swings
Tht is if you'll even be there
Now I'm done writing all this shit
Goin back behind my own door
This shit was never bout us
So fuck how this shit was before
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JavishJayy
Member since March 27 2016