9. White Noise

As a farther who doesn't bother, it gets harder with each ghostly ponder, /

these feelings i harbor have docked the harbor, i feel I've lost my honor, /

as if something has pierced and hit through my amour, but i'm tired...

 

I've lost, tossed away what i once desired, i walk exhausted and admired, /

but inside i'm just sired to undesired love I've not acquired and i'm tired.

I'm so fucking tired... I need to be rewired so i'm inspired to fire skyward /

respired to fight for what is rightfully mine, it's you who declines my climb.

 

I keep slipping because of your slime, now it's about time i sever your crime, /

take back my state of mind of which you deny me right to have, time after time.

Weather your here, there, anywhere; i feel your everywhere but I'm unaware /

you linger there, tinder flares i need to shout timber but i keep getting splinters. /

 

I'm even hitting these keys with force cause spitting of you is omitting cause, /

my anger never calms it's leaking out of my palms, emitting a radioactive aura, /

nobody wants to horror a trauma of not being able witness their son grow older.

I've missed his first talk, his first walk, the way he'll playfully play with your dog, /

because of your bitchy immaculate cog turning counter clock, fuck your analog!

 

Now that hits me like a million cinder blocks, i feel stripped of my fucking heart, /

i cry from this shit! I allow nobody to dry the tears that are dripping anymore!

Reason i'll remember all these feeling I'm feeling, so you'll feel my wrath when i'm hitting, /

i won't give in kicking, beat your ass into submission, this is a swore forsaken mission.

 

As i mentally carve an incision, imprisoned in this prism for a making a simple decision,

I feel if i spit this shit i'll lose respect for admitting that sometimes i think about committing,

Pffft... Would i fuck give you the satisfaction, I'm not that easy to quitting so i'll keep spitting,

It's my heart! My spark! it's what keeps my blood from boiling from simmer to blazing erupt!

I just don't a flying mother fucking fuck! I'll spit this TILL YOU ERUPT!

 

then... /

 

I'll make sure to overreact in every situation we clash, /

so you counteract just so i get to finally slap you back /

this is my attack, this is me pinning you to the floor, /

call this war, bring it fucking on, i won't sit back!

 

[hook]

I'm collective and calm, where as your a destructive bomb, /

You're eruptive, impulsive, watch me interrupt this injustice.

You won't even see me coming, i'll plan this perfect...

i'll leave you stranded in a desert thirsty, and deserted...

for these lyrics my son is worth it.