how the fuck am i still breathin?

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

when all my life Ive been getting emotional beatings

I think about my dead brother and my soul ends up bleedin and weepin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

 

wake up with 100 enemies least the best

every one of em dreamin of me getting shot in the fuckin chest

tryna get some rest

naa nigga I was stressed

there I was sleepin on the pavement with only a vest

but I still think im blessed

cuz if I didn't go thru shit I would not have learned a lesson

I wouldn't give a fuck about the people stressin

but I heard for every real g there's gonna be heaven

I was always up on my feet runnin

runnin from the cops that shot my homies and brothers

in the ghetto

im just another fellow whos askin that one question

 

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

when all my life Ive been getting emotional beatings

I think about my dead brother and my soul ends up bleedin and weepin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

 

yeah I was neglected

my brother the only one bein sympathetic

but now he disconnected

shot in the fuckin head and his heart stopped drumming

what I saw before was heart breakin and sickenin

cryin my eyes out with a nine in my hand

firin at the feds, guess death was waitin at my bed

runnin away while thinkin of his last words, he said

spread the peace mutha fucker

your younger and your tougher

wake everyone up and be thunder

bring all the mothers and fathers and sisters and brothers together

all the fuckin cultures

 

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

when all my life Ive been getting emotional beatings

I think about my dead brother and my soul ends up bleedin and weepin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

tell me niggas how the fuck am I still breathin

how the fuck am I still breathin