Begin Again

I started this, I'm a part of this

Now I gotta get up and go harness it

Figure out what I gotta do, put my heart in it

Never ever give up, put my all in this

 

Get up out of this dark abyss, let me reminisce

So don't listen to what they say

They're all just jealous, shit

Fella's envious for my talent, I tell 'em

My skills stellar, no it's not deception

Everything I say can be represented

Ever since Genesis, I came along, it's evidence

To the shit I come up with, And I ended up with

Something that resembles my intended expression

Where do these thoughts come from, I've fuckin' wrestled with

Demons somewhere in my mind man there messing in it

Fucking everything up like a goddamn blender, shit!

I gotta confess though that I really kinda like it

Cause my eyes lit up when I found out how to write it

Translating my thoughts to a pen man I striked it

Like I found it in the dirt, man fuckin' mined it

Scribble strange words on a paper again

My parents probably thought there son be dangerous with

The way that he talks to himself, so they take the paper from his

Hands then they tell him that the nature of this

Must be from some kinda bad parenting ever since

He got the thought in his head, he went

off the deep end where no one has been

I never said I was safe, man I need my fix

Sixteen year old boy in a streamline since

3 years since he got rid of his ignorance

Left and he got a grip on himself, now he's spittin' shit

Written lines all over his notebook so much brilliance

Filling in the empty space with this music, and killin it

Real shit when I say it, man I don't risk it

Just some bliss when you listen to me spit

Feeling it when you hear it, so you treat it

And then put your arm out so that you can reach this

Seeing what you wanna have and you can't even be it