Dope Queen

She's my dope queen, addicted to dopamine

she's so dope I mean, I hope she stays clean

she's only fifteen , already a victim of the scene

Tossed her hopes in a wishing well

to her I wish her well,

A bunch of assholes treated her badly

Used to need a push to do the kush, but now she does it glady

she lost her way, walking the pavement nightly

making a statement, in her mind it's profoundly

the devil whispers in her ear, tells her she's got nothing to fear

, let the needle pierce, no longer fierc,

more than just heroin enters her blood stream

injecting herself with a lost dream, in her eyes it's a way to cope

another poor soul who's lost hope, on the end of her rope

you can see the youth being sucked right out of her

as she plays philosopher, nothing can stop her, till these drugs drop her

passed out in a bathroom, at noon, on a Monday after noon

she wakes up every morning, says man this shits boring

, grabs her bowl, smokes a little

Smokes still suffocating her soul, looks in the mirror

sees shit is getting crazy, minds getting hazy

, but to the outside it's always been clear

shes far from pure

but this is a product of the time, the way we treat each other is a crime

behind bars, lots of people with emotional scars, who only had a problem

they aren't violent but told to stay silent

so they continue down the same road

they get tax dollars, while children lose mothers and father's

 

To her she's got no reason

life is meaningless, to her needing others is just neediness

she's just worthless

Never mind, that the love she thought she'd never find

One unconditional not made up or artificial

was ever present not in the past but in the present

Took it as a gift, but still full of resent

So she gets blazed, hangs out with other guys

At night she just cries

Cause she's no longer phased

She's seen it all, and I cant see the rise

cause now there's only the fall

she's goes the way of gravity, like moral dominos

down the road of depravity

if I could paint a picture

it'd be of a rope with her hanging from a light fixture

it's a morbid image, but its the reality

so I can't just turn the page, feel me

She says she's done with all the pressure

done with the family , god bless her

She's well meaning, but she's not listening to the advice

I'd advise she think twice

people need people, it's inevitable

She just wants love and that's commendable

Some would say even enviable

Cause not everyone knows that feeling

That's why she's into dealing

if she only knew life's true meaning

Losing sleep every night trying to get her to fight

Still she's high as a kite, screaming pass me a light

She needs the nicotine, to far gone to be clean

That's what others see, they see a whore,

who fucks everything that comes in the door

 

Sitting in a dark room, screaming help her

One thought away from pulling the trigger

This is a process, tell her she's got this

Awake and bake, friends giving her more shit to take

All her friends dealers, just life stealers

Never mind I'm the one who doesn't profit

I'm the one who helps clean up your vomit

Cause you did more pill popping, wasn't stopping

Your beauty is only trumped by the worlds ugly

If it was just me, you'd see, you're amazing

Sweet and kind are the ones your so called friends find

Lack self esteem, have a dream

Those are the ones in their scheme

A light washed out by a river, that's infecting your liver

Liquor is what they'll give her, it's fun at first till it gets worse

Start losing weight, you are now the only one you hate

Your ears are ringing, the angel signing

Another life lost still loving, but at what cost

my inspiration comes from your fucked up situation

I only write this with vision, you'll make your decision

I'm not mad at you, but the ones who surround you

Who want to leave you dead on the ground, this is what I speak

I can see your hearts weak, that blank stare is already taking over

taken before her peak

I maybe to late, maybe this was always her fate