The Wall

I want to break this [wall] that exists to Separate,

Or overthrow gravity, sprout wings to Get Away

Untangle time to move freely out of this Pen I lay,

But within this Pen My Brain gives what I want to Send and Paint,

Yet my heart can only Resent In Vain, because to do so fully would Neglect It's Aim,

A Demolisher of Monomers breaking down the Fence of [Defensive Play],

That Circumvents the Hate, and makes Amends with Faith,

Yet these walls lay Erect Unswayed, with the Intent To Stay,

So many things I have Yet To Say, that I grasp and Possess With Strain,

Never alone I'm in this Ascent With Rain,

Dark clouds but the lightning ain't brighter than what my Chest Contains,

Oscillate between being Content and Pained,

I gotta dance at the Edge with Confidence and Shame,

Because the road I Often Went was Paved, left me Locked In Bed and Tamed,

Lost, my Head was Raised to [the mourning sun] of a God in the Excess of Change,

Ingestin the X Then to Rave, recollectin the bestest of Days,

Rememberin what my Ex Said to Cage and Repress this Sense of Age,

So Senseless in Ways, Misused this Acceptance to Crave,

Her touch Etched in, Engraved in my soul that was Left in Suspense, [a Wake],

Thinkin I'm the Exception in Flames,

Instead of Extendin the Gains I've Relented this Game

Bald spots on my head from parts of my brain [I've Attempted to Yank,]

But in the End that's the Way, to laugh because God's Perfected the Prank,