Druggicous

Swallowing all these drugs of hallucegen

Dreaming about the slickest whip I'm cruising in

My drive is nothing more than apparent

My biggest fear is becoming a horrible parent

My eyes are foggy and my vision isn't clearing

Same nightmares are reappearing,

I want to move ahead but my stubbornness keeps interferring

Is it me steering or the devil?

Something always told me not to listen, a little rebel

A bottle of vodka, give me six shots I might need several

I think I might have broken my gas pedal

All these fuck ups I deserve a medal

The biggest loser dropping pounds not in a good way

My mind lost I wish it could stay

Maybe it was a bad dream,

I wanna end it might just drink battery acid

Im tired of having to appeal to the masses

Everyone telling me to do good, keep focus on your classes

Now my vision is clearer, days seem brighter

Its may weather and I know I'm a fighter

my heart should be compared to a lighter

A fire that never extinguishes, Amaratsu