On This Throne

There all gone....In this area I am only a pawn. Left before I woke at dawn

 

Left from where you belong, All of you stay strong. My feelings are gone

 

Before my eyes my life was erased from where it was drawn

 

I was wrong,

 

My mother left. Left on a better quest...Brother dead...On his own bed

Now I'm all alone, Holding this bitter microphone....Not one to

Rule but I'm still on this throne....Sometimes I wish my life was unknown

 

Won't eat....Of my memories it's you I can't delete, I can't sleep

 

Lost my house, sleeping on concrete. Can't live in my house. Better

 

On the street....I feel like I've met my defeat...The end of my life I wish

 

To soon meet, When that time comes I won't retreat, No family left to greet

 

Please just make my soul leave. My emotions beneath....They're about to

 

Unleash, chittering my teeth, I've got no one left to worry. End my misery

 

My mother left. Left on a better quest...Brother dead...On his own bed

Now I'm all alone, Holding this bitter microphone....Not one to

Rule but I'm still on this throne....Sometimes I wish my life was unknown

 

I'm kneeling down on the depths of hell....The devils rented me a hotel

 

I'm loosing my mind....In time I wish I could rewind....Of what would

 

Happen I was blind, My brain confined.....Of what I would find

 

Gone and dead....Something you never said....Kinda makin me want to

 

Eat led, It was so red. In to this day I dread, I just wish I could forget

 

My mother left. Left on a better quest...Brother dead...On his own bed

Now I'm all alone, Holding this bitter microphone....Not one to

Rule but I'm still on this throne....Sometimes I wish my life was unknown

 

My friends turned on me. I guess they noticed the devil I could be

 

Of my family I felt like it was to many. Now I'm empty

 

Wanting to end myself with this machete....To spend time with them

 

It was worth every penny

 

My mother left. Left on a better quest...Brother dead...On his own bed

Now I'm all alone, Holding this bitter microphone....Not one to

Rule but I'm still on this throne....Sometimes I wish my life was unknown

 

Tears fall from my face. Memory's I wish I could erase. They all left

 

Goodbye my grace, Of life in me. There ain't a trace. I feel like a disgrace

 

My hearts an empty place. That's my case. Of insanity I am a slave

 

Now constantly deaths what I crave, But I can barely dig my brothers

 

Grave. My family to save, Everything I wouldn't of gave. To keep them safe

 

For myself I never forgave, Pacing the days. We went out to play

 

Now here I lay, For myself I cannot slay

 

My mother left. Left on a better quest...Brother dead...On his own bed

Now I'm all alone, Holding this bitter microphone....Not one to

Rule but I'm still on this throne....Sometimes I wish my life was unknown