Lost My Mind

Ones faith is the same--- as the one as anybody's,

-death is our end. No point to defend,

no time to lend time to the ones that hate me

let me look up and follow my dreams, follow the signal of steam.

No one to lean-- on-- me the weight falls

and the drive stalls walking to the hall--of shame I died.

 

Depression hit me towards second base, Out.

Just a stupid phase or so the doctor says,

and on my mind the thought of death lays labeled as sweet,

Mind swept by anxiety, as I shake violently,

follow accordingly the voice said, so I ended dead, anger I fed

To dead it led and now im trapped forever so near the doors of hell.

 

Man I wish I could see the light, but fuck Im filled with fright

I striked against depression but see it swung back

Why can't this world cut me some slack?

But this world won't forgive, so wack.

Lack of sleep drives me towards insanity

Stupid people everywhere all of the have hella vanity

My mental stability is killing me

''Let me free.'' I can't see

 

Im tired of being sad, I used to feel rad

Until one day I saw humanities reality

There I died, society lied

So fuck this life

...I quit stability, I quit humanity, I quit reality