broken

i wake up everyday and this is not what i want.

im broken deep inside cause people always taunt

depression starts coming at the age of 16

i fake sick most days so i dont have to be seen

 

 

 

started smoking weed to make me feel better

2 to 3 times a day without stutter

i would lie staring into the eyes of my own mother

she knew i was sad and loved me like no other

she wanted to get help but i would say im fine

but deep inside I wanna put a bullet in my mind

 

i cant explain how i really felt, other than hurt betrayed and overwhelmed

i started failing classes 1 after another and fucked up my future like no other.

i wanted to change but it didnt seem possible

i had the support but i stayed living tropical

 

i sit here writing this song covered in tears knowing where i went wrong

but i know i have to stay strong

i hope i can change and win this fight

even if i have to grind day and night

nothing will stand in the way now

nothing will stop me from getting the kings crown

 

i leave you here with a little lesson,

dont fuck around and avoid depression

its a fucked up thing that can be stopped

but the ones already depressed are burning in the melting pot