Runnin

I got problems I don't know how to solve em

So endin everything now would feel awesome

at the same time though it would feel awful cause things I want to accomplish

would no longer be possible

I guess in the end winnin or losins optional

Try to be successful to give up because I'm not you know

And i keep tellin friends that im okay

But i get home and feel depression right away

Wish i could ride away

So i write a way through this track

If you hate what i say, ima say you is wack

Knowin im insecure bout my own verses

No worse than anyone else i guess

Well my mess

Makes me wanna yell im stressed

Cuz im drownin in hurt

And nobody can help my breath

The hell i left

Is no worse than the one im stuck in

If i get success i cant say i come from nothin

Cuz this is a lotta pain and a lotta hard work

Music is just shame and a lotta our hurt

I gotta start first cuz others is on they way up

I started from the bottom

and aint nothin changed up

Im still here

Its real clear

Wishin i could kill fear

Or chill near some happiness

Without startin to feel wierd

Sadly this

Is why cant move from where im stayin

Ill put it in a song insteada provin i can face it

...Im runnin