Under Stress (Prod. By Trapezoid)

[VERSE1]

So much reality INSIDE, this old comedic GENRE//

Like, the fuck am I, just an artist trying to PONDER life//

Walk a NARROW road, let the pen UNFOLD//

The trail that I must PROCEED on, conceal my ether WEAPON//

They don't know me, don't KNOW about the words in gropin LONELINESS//

Holiness is SECONDARY when on auto PILOT//

I'm not righteous, I'll TAKE the Angels breath and make him SILENT//

Make a break for his GRACE and escape with my hand on PAPYRUS//

Disintegrate in the CLIMATES, too hot in this warming FURNACE//

My circuits are over-LOADING in service of nervous SYSTEMS//

You heard it, now listen, I spit from demon/angel DEPICTIONS//

Lethal stages of RAIN, that I channel in, might you GLISTEN//

Enliven your vision, REWIRE minds to a higher DISTANCE//

We're stuck in these low ENERGIES, cold, I'm my own ENEMY//

It's tearing me APART, steadily embark MEMORIES//

When rarely I START, blaring my thoughts, ENDLESSLY//

 

[HOOK]

I wanna FIND, another way to ESCAPE it//

This, wonder WORLD, in other realms, I've PAVED in//

It's, gettin HARDER to find, what I've been LOOKIN for//

Comfortably NUMB, inside, and I can't BARE the war//

 

[VERSE2]

A raging HOLOCAUST that waves inside my BRAIN//

Upon these fickle thoughts of MINE and I can't help but go INSANE//

I'm like, losing my AIM just scavenging for the WORDS, to say//

Trying to piece the PUZZLE to life and finding the HEARTS decayed//

It ain't so SIMPLE now, with how I OVER complicate things//

Won't you SAVE me from myself before I TRICKLE down//

Now is it WONDROUS? Wonder why I'm in LOVE with this//

Still in slumber, the STATIC composing panic I'm UNDER stress//

And over-THINKING this mess that I've made, my OWN debasement//

Soul engraved in ALL these pages, hope my head won't COME concave inside//

With this HEART divided, mental stance I'm ALL applied in//

Holding silence, TRYNA find the center of this WORLD I've climbed in//

An ocean BELOW, that cracks open HOPING to grow//

My view it UNFOLDS, so luminous WHO would've known//

Below the DIRT, my thought it lurks, AROUND and raving//

Wildly, there IS no fighting these measures DEFINING me//

 

[HOOK]

I wanna FIND, another way to ESCAPE it//

This, wonder WORLD, in other realms, I've PAVED in//

It's, gettin HARDER to search, losing my PURPOSE//

Or self worth IN this world and so I WROTE this down//

I wanna FIND, another way to ESCAPE it//

This, wonder WORLD, in other realms, I've PAVED in//

It's, gettin HARDER to find, what I've been LOOKIN for//

Comfortably NUMB, inside, and I can't BARE the war//

 

[VERSE2-PartialRepeat]

A raging HOLOCAUST that waves inside my BRAIN//

Upon these fickle thoughts of MINE and I can't help but go INSANE//

I'm like, losing my AIM just scavenging for the WORDS, to say//

Trying to piece the PUZZLE to life and finding the HEARTS decayed//

It ain't so SIMPLE now, with how I OVER complicate things//

Won't you SAVE me from myself before I TRICKLE down//

Now is it WONDROUS? Wonder why I'm in LOVE with this//

Still in slumber, the STATIC composing panic I'm UNDER stress//