So Cold

History is like magic what do I expect.

I just lost hope and pain.

But I didn't hear anyone yet.

Anyone try to diss me.

Then I still get more respect.

My heart is open.

There's nothing I've kept.

Nothing overlapping my mind.

I've been through so much I've left.

You keep treating me so hard.

It's time to kick up another step.

 

Life's so old, so cold.

See ya later I gotta pack up and go.

Let me fight it on my own.

Sleeping out on the road.

Can't carry things I got too much to hold.

I can't make it so I've been told.

I want you to know I finally wanted to grow.

Time must've been way too slow.

You've been high, I've been low.

Seeing myself in the mirror.

Looking at my alter ego.

Sometimes its too hard to look out the window.

 

Remember all those good old times.

Everything was good.

But everyone has been telling lies.

Its so hard when time flies.

Its hard to look at someone in there eyes.

There he goes locked up.

He's always alone but he's never alright.

All mine, things won't go like it never rhyme.

Getting up from outta bed.

I still can't get over the fact I'm losing my mind.

 

(Sings)And why am I so cold? So cold so cold so cold. I can't follow my mind.

It's so cold so cold so cold. I gotta get up I gotta get up but I'm still cold and I'm

still cold.

 

Why do I feel this way? Did I lose the fame?

Can't control myself, am I insane?

Looking out can't see the clouds.

Everything seems to be black and grey.

I'm dropping ever drop of hope, why do I feel this way?

Maybe its not as bad as I was when I was addicted to blade.