Guilty Conscious

(Verse 1)

I'm snorting off this paper

pass out , hoping Imma wake up

Another day another sniff to lace up

Them tracers

got me drifting back and forth with chasers

I'm pacing

all this medicine got me aging

Patience, waiting

i feel my mind breaking

invasion precipitation of mutilation

awaken a cold sweat

my body's shaking I'm wasting my time on this earth human desecration

Lord save me before I drop my weight

And virgin Mary please keep my woman from having a take

a morning after the devils laughter

ringing my ears as i see the pastor

And now i stand here

a mockery of what it means to be alive

got me contemplating suicide

or homicide they both co inside

with a lack of god

 

(Chorus)

Find me fore I do something wrong

them demons been haggling on my bosom since before I was born

My family trees been cursed with the fast lane

But I ain't going nowhere till i find the root of my inner hate

A Guilty Conscious

A huh

My Guilty Conscious

 

(Hook)

Have you ever been overcome by a great fear

To succumb to something like dark even though nothing was near

And all you can hear, are the whispers in and out of your ear

Instructing you to steer in a direction far far from here

 

(Verse 2)

Contemplation of my own annihilation

two steps more and my soul is taken

by the fallen angel the name of Satan

I hope he's waiting

I'm feeling loss like i'm undertaking

by my own in formalities that have been mistaken

I never let my guard down not once

would i ever I merely clever,

reel you in and then i pull the lever

the door closes, there's no noises

your gone

what's yours is mine and not vice verse

no right from wrong

This is my world

the rules are to my mending

its like a poltergeist walk in my light now your bending

This is how my last relationship went

thats probably why she left, my expectations could never be met

 

(Chorus)

Find me fore I do something wrong

them demons been haggling on my bosom since before I was born

My family trees been cursed with the fast lane

But I ain't going nowhere till i find the root of my inner hate

A Guilty Conscious

A huh

My Guilty Conscious

 

(Interlude)

What is this?

It feels like i'm being lifted

Like I'm reawakening

 

(Verse 3)

Is this real

Could this really be of what I'm deserving my heart is hurting

im sorry lord its for certain

theres a change

invoked in my soul

I feel your energy invigorate every ounce in my bone

My heart felt like stone

my shoulders was cold

my brain musta froze

but now its like my lens got clear of the serpents stone

No sinning in my synergy with self or you

its like were intertwined like dna strands with glue

That just means your part of me

and I am part of you