to remember or forget

Memory none left energy damn near thirty its been a journey life had done me dirty // God sometimes i

Wonder if he heard me if i m worthyworthy in this grief striken poverty // lord beggin so thirsty for mercy so i take a step back // you can bet that i'll do things just a different // not act so ignorant deliberately //

(in)considerate when i deliever it // the message i was sent to bring everything missing trying to not be smiling biting my lip while im writing // but we just keep fighting

[If my memorize serve mys correct // indirect method i project // to remember or forget(x2)]

Bet imma vet potential threat that dont even break a sweat spread music on the internet smokin on my cigarette layin in bed i dread the last words that i said //

Evil thoughts stuck in my head soul possibly dead. Dont give a fuck so i [(red)] blood that i bled if my memorize serves mys correct percent perfect when i checked y negelct this disrespect my intellect // indirect method i project

[to remember or forget]