I.N.A.E

I feel this for the first time,my stomach hurts

i cant express my pain with words,why did u hurt me like that?

broken heart,chest in pain,why did we vanquish in vain ?

Never felt like this before,i was cold as ice

You lied that you would always be there for me

I would sacrafice my soul for your love

And where are we now? You on your side of streat

And me with a sidechick i dont even like to fuck

We had it all,but you build a wall near ur heart

And on that wall i wrote I love you bitch

Now we are just scars in time

You and me,never become we

And no matter what i would always go trough hell for you

even if i know dat you would fuck me up again and again

im blinde lik a monk,i cant recognize pain

My soul is now full with emptiness

My motheer look's at me with disgrace

She didint even want me to be her child

Im nothing but a life failure

I was ready to set sky on the fire

Burn water and split the world

If you just said so

And after few years story changes

Your are looking for me now

But i dont want to get destroyed again

Im now in fear and i dont want to be with u

Even now my heart belongs to you

You said u made a mistake, but i cant belive in your words

They hurt me once,and i dont want that to happen again

Now you and me,sitting near each other,you are staring into me

and im looking into emptines in front

Scared to look at your eyes,cuz i know i will see reflection of my soul

So im pushing u away,im jumping from clif

Escaping from you,like a scared kid

Ur like a lamppost and im like a butterfly

I know u will kill me but i come near u anyway

So now story end

Im on your weding,huging each other while your tears drop on my feet

You said you loved me and that im your greatest mistake

But now its just to late to say hello again and start a new chapter in this

stupid book

im sory my dear friend

Im gona be there always for you,but our love is cursed

Sorry about all the pain,dont wory about me,my heart has its own part

Where you are always locked apart and in love with my mind.

P.S I love you !