Stan remix (letter to myself)

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(verse 1)

Dear Jordan, i wanted to let you know to keep your head up,

give it time you'll develop, can't give up cuz you're fed up,

people ain't been taking notice and it's killing your confidence,

i know you grew up being put down but try to stay positive,

everything has ways of turning out and so will this shit,

don't like this position? then change it, shit won't change cuz you wish it,

you have to put in effort if you ever wanna get better,

shit, you know what you gotta do you the one writing this letter,

and quit being hard on yourself now that's a bad habit,

you ain't bad at rapping so have at it, you'll kick ass kid,

you have the golden ticket ain't no one as gifted as you are,

even if they had a second Christmas, with six wish lists,

i know it seems pointless at this point but look how far you've gotten,

you wanna stop jotting and forever be forgotten,

you gotta persevere, you can't just live in fear,

i can tell there's more to you than only sixteen years

 

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(verse 2)

hey? you still there?, listen you got quality's,

other people would consider this shit inequality,

i know you feel alone on this surface that you're wandering,

you ain't a fucking wanna be, so quit pondering,

on shit that hasn't happened your anxiety is terrible,

unbearable, and i know that life hasn't been fair to you,

no one's really cherished you not even your fucking parents,

wishing you was aborted or at least a miscarriage,

you don't wanna be here you just want shit to be different,

but it isn't, so now you gotta deal with what you're given,

and right now all you have is this rap don't you lose your grasp,

cuz after that you'll look like a fool for skipping class,

everything you worked for is worth more than nine to five,

so don't you stop doing this til it's time to die,

you afraid to fail but you don't want to attempt it,

cuz if you get rejected then you gon' have a death wish,

but you don't know what lies ahead cuz what if it's the opposite

of what you thought it was gonna be, when you just started this,

i know it seems impossible and also unattainable,

i know that you can make it tho, kid you're more than capable,

its in the words you say, its in your blood and veins,

its in your fucking brain and its deep within your pain,

people can relate to the shit you gonna tell them,

once you hit the shelving's i bet that you gon' sell quick,

 

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